once in a while..

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be,
life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet who affect your life, and the success and downfalls you experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones.

If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart forgive them, for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make every day count...

Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people that you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free, and set your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to. Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don't believe in yourself, it will be hard for others to believe in you. You can make of your life anything you wish.

Create your own life and then go out and live it with absolutely no regrets.
Most importantly, if you love someone tell them, for you never know what tomorrow may have in store. And learn a lesson in life each day you live.

the last call..

Today, I have set my soul free.
My soul has awaken me,
from a long journey of emotions that
i can't bear anymore.
Today, I found myself looking into
that crystal ball of dreams and hopes
that have been shattered so long ago.
I asked myself why have
i allowed you to hurt me for so long,
in so many ways that you could never see or
feel the suffering that my soul has felt.
I thought I was strong enough to change you but
the only person I was changing was myself
I thank you for this long journey
because you made me stronger
to accept that is time
to let you go and to accept that
things will never changes
I finally see that after this long journey

ThaT luSh gREEn nITe

young lovemaking ..that gossamer web
even that point it clings to--- the thing whence
itzz subtle interlacing are swing are scarcely perceptible

momentary touches of fingertips
meeting of rays from the blue and dark forbs

unfinished phrases
lightest changes of cheeks and lips
faintest tremous

the web itself is made of spontaneous belief and indefinable joys

yearning of one life towards another
vision of completeness and indefinable trust...........

do u call it a mistake..??

Do emotions come under the category of mistakes?? Is the desire to be loved by the most important person of your life a mistake. Is looking for comfort a unforgivable crime?

Is loving someone in whom u have found solace a crime for which u r defied and outcasted. If yes then its rite whatever happened in to me was deserving but if no if somewhere it is right to fall in love , if it is right to demand u r love to give u some moments of his life , if it right to chose if any person u want to be with , whom you can connect to then I m right . I m a mortal human no free from folies buh then I m not wrong ,I m not wrong to lean on the person I want to , I am so correct buh then y m I soo wronged. Why is everything taken from me without any fault of mine , why at the end of the day itz me who stands all alone . why do I cry when I the same person had asked others not to shed tears on meaningless issues?

Why do I stand helpless stranded in ths planet with  girth of support deadly shaken in an unknown earthquake.

I don’t know the reason , nethier do the two other people associated knows, nor anyone  in this universe had any idea , u r simply surrounded by emptiness thouh u have a crowd following u

U r facebook account shows more than 200 fnds , u linked links r pretty huge, u old desolate orkut still had more than 300 fnds n more than 50 fans to flaunt.buh when u look back u hardly see a a hand waiting to hold yours. No one to support u when u stagger. Just u r  there all alone .